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I really need to write something but uh…
I think I’ll go to bed instead.
We’ve got a program for saving the earth, while unborn children are denied their right to birth. One baby’s blessed, another cursed. Well have we made this world better or worse? Now the life of a tree comes first? You say we’ve risen to a new age of light. You’re telling me what used to be wrong is now right.
But I say what if we’re living life upside down?
hon⋅es⋅ty
–noun, plural -ties.
1. the quality or fact of being honest; uprightness and fairness.
2. truthfulness, sincerity, or frankness.
3. freedom from deceit or fraud.
I’m sure we all know that. But why it’s so hard for people to apply it…I couldn’t tell you. All I know is that the lack thereof is killing me.

During the process of moving, there were a few complications with our cable and internet service set up. With the system being down for 3 days past due, I had no available option to turn on the TV or check my Facebook, Tumblr, Twitter, whatever. That being said, I found myself curled up with a book and some coffee quite often.
I’ve never felt so relaxed.
In all honesty, my time away from technology was greatly enjoyed. I had the thought of taking a week out of every month and releasing myself from midnight re-runs and “notifications”.
After all, a book and a hot mocha never hurt anyone.
I’m all finished moving into the new house. I’m freakin exhausted!
Now for unloading, organizing and painting. Maybe some yardwork? Let’s get er done!


Curves cereal. If you’re an overweight black woman, listen up: Not only does Curves cereal help you lose your belly… it turns it white! (And belly button-less, like Kyle XY.)
Hilarious.
I never knew. I never knew that everything was falling through. That everyone I knew was waiting on a cue to turn and run when all I needed was the truth. But that’s how it’s got to be. It’s coming down to nothing more than apathy. I’d rather run the other way than stay and see the smoke and who’s still standing when it clears. Let’s rearrange. I wish you were a stranger I could disengage. Just say that we agree and then never change. Soften a bit until we all just get along. But that’s disregard. Find another friend and you discard as you lose the argument in a cable car, hanging above as the canyon comes between.And suddenly I become a part of your past. I’m becoming the part that don’t last. I’m losing you and its effortless. Without a sound we lose sight of the ground in the throw around. Never thought that you wanted to bring it down. I won’t let it go down till we torch it ourselves. Everyone knows I’m in over my head.
CABLE CAR - - linked

Confusion never stops.
Closing walls and ticking clocks.
Gonna come back and take you home.
I could not stop - that you now know.
Come out upon my seas.
Cursed missed opportunities.
Am I a part of the cure, or am I part of the disease?
And nothing else compares.
Home, where I wanted to go.
